Just A Poem

Sometimes you can’t help but cry,
Standing still as the world passes by,
Looking at the faces of those you love,
Glistening like stars in the skies above,

You can help someone or lead them astray,
Go to war or stay home and play,
Live a normal life in the eyes of some,
But only you can see what you’ve become,

I see flaws in my life, sadness and pain,
I feel the path I chose left me insane,
But destiny may have it and I cannot change,
This life I have I cannot exchange,

So many nights without rest or sleep,
Yet in this journey this pace I keep,
I will die some day and tears will fall,
Look back to me as my writings recall,

Prophetical Contridictions

I wonder how we as human are going to get past all this crap we've gotten ourselves into, the failing economy that destined to keep failing, the fact that our planet is slowly making a rotisserie out of itself, or how we can't seem to stop fighting over stuff that doesn't imply fighting.

(e. g. the Gaza strip: there fighting over a strip of holy land that neither one of them can agree one which had it first, just the fact that there fighting means there is no chance at peace both sides want it and will die trying to get it with no thought on if their contradicting their own religion there oblivious to the fact that their trying to start a fictitious holy war there trying to start the prophetical holy war told in their religious scripture.)

Its been a while...

Well its been a while since i last posted something feeling a little inspired to write something figures I'm depriving myself of sleep. Still dealing with my sleep problem but i kind of figured that I'm not an insomniac. I researched a couple of other leads and i found out that i have something where when you lay down to go to sleep my mind starts racing i just go on and on thought after thought until i can't remember what i initially thought about. Its nothing really special either you have it or you don't i just have to relax my mind and try to go sleep and on a side note i think i completely fucked up my internal clock like completely shattered it.