*Sigh*...

I had a chance, waited to long and i missed it.I can't help, but wonder if i had said something sooner if it would have made a difference.

Another poem, this is an extension to the first one.

I see flaws in my life, sadness and pain,
I feel the path I've chosen will leave me insane,
But destiny may have it and I cannot change,
This life I have I cannot exchange

So many nights without rest or sleep,
Yet in this journey this pace I keep,
I will die some day and tears will fall,
Look back to me as my writings recall

As i sit here writing this poem,
my mind is as aged as a bottle of jeroboam,
Nothing can prepare me for what life brings,
people needlessly preparing for when death sings,
No I'm not afraid of death,
But what i am afraid of is the time and place of this last breath,
knowing that any breath could be your last,
stay positive look at the future and don't dwell on the past.

By: Taylor Griffin

Just A Poem

Sometimes you can’t help but cry,
Standing still as the world passes by,
Looking at the faces of those you love,
Glistening like stars in the skies above,

You can help someone or lead them astray,
Go to war or stay home and play,
Live a normal life in the eyes of some,
But only you can see what you’ve become,

I see flaws in my life, sadness and pain,
I feel the path I chose left me insane,
But destiny may have it and I cannot change,
This life I have I cannot exchange,

So many nights without rest or sleep,
Yet in this journey this pace I keep,
I will die some day and tears will fall,
Look back to me as my writings recall,

Prophetical Contridictions

I wonder how we as human are going to get past all this crap we've gotten ourselves into, the failing economy that destined to keep failing, the fact that our planet is slowly making a rotisserie out of itself, or how we can't seem to stop fighting over stuff that doesn't imply fighting.

(e. g. the Gaza strip: there fighting over a strip of holy land that neither one of them can agree one which had it first, just the fact that there fighting means there is no chance at peace both sides want it and will die trying to get it with no thought on if their contradicting their own religion there oblivious to the fact that their trying to start a fictitious holy war there trying to start the prophetical holy war told in their religious scripture.)

Its been a while...

Well its been a while since i last posted something feeling a little inspired to write something figures I'm depriving myself of sleep. Still dealing with my sleep problem but i kind of figured that I'm not an insomniac. I researched a couple of other leads and i found out that i have something where when you lay down to go to sleep my mind starts racing i just go on and on thought after thought until i can't remember what i initially thought about. Its nothing really special either you have it or you don't i just have to relax my mind and try to go sleep and on a side note i think i completely fucked up my internal clock like completely shattered it.

16 going on 60

Its a shame when I get out of bed my body feels like I just got ran over by an elephant I'm only 16 I feel like crap ALL the time every part on my body hurts.

Anyway I'm really tired and i don't feel like posting something that could possibly give you an epiphany =P

Extraterrestrial life

Anyone ever look into the sky and think were not alone i mean think about it scientists say there are billions of galaxies out there which means there has to be another sun and another third planet from the sun, another planet just the right distance from the sun to sustain life, the human can't be that special to be limited to one planet of individuals can it?

Great minds don't always think alike

Now where i live wouldn't be considered a hunting ground for Harvard students not many people i know are on the same intellectual level as me and i know that sounds arrogant and hot-headed, but I'm saying it as modest as i can. sometimes i wish i could get a group of intellectual individuals together and have like a discussion group of some sort, but i don't know that many intellectual people or anybody that would be interested in doing it for that matter.I guess its a thought in process hopefully if i get accepted in to college there will be a debate group or something that would be fun and interesting to do.

The very few intellectuals i know are very opinionated and would be great for a discussion group, but some of them probably wouldn't want to do it or doesn't have the means to do it.

On a side note

This thought has been resonating in my head a lot lately my sister brought it up that i should right a book telling my opinions on a variety of different subjects since I'm a very unbiased person it would be a good idea and i might be able to get a book deal out of it. For those of you that know me personally please say something to me about what you think and if i should i'd really appreciate your opinions and thoughts 
  

I don't feel like thinking of a title

sometimes I wish I wasn't so shy to tell someone my feelings or so terrified to tell someone how I feel I have but only a few I can do this with I really want one more.

People of a lesser mind

Should we not acquaint ourselves with people that are of a lesser mind or should we try to enlighten them.I think we should at least try to make them see stuff from a different angle if intellectual enlightenment is not possible.A personal quote that I made myself is probably a good example "Two inferior opposites make a superior comparison" as in two people with limited knowledge make debate about a random thing, there debate makes them realize a superior point that both of them missed before so therefore we need debates to realize what we don't immediately. 

Influential Philosephers

this is a list of my most influential philosophers:

Soren Kierkegaard
Sun Tzu
Confucius
Plato
Socrates

Also on a side note I have devoted myself to read all holy scriptures it may take a while but I'll keep you updated

I love the internet

The internet has brought many things to public that other wise would be county limited or state limited like, music mixtapes are great and there free because, most of the time there ripping off other songs beats. movies there not free but if you do enough searching you find relatively anything and everything. I LOVE THE INTERNET

The human being

The human being can be so predictable and so unpredictable ; for example a psychiatrist will try to justify what a serial killer does by saying he has a mental disease or a scientist says that the big bang theory is what created the universe just the same a religious fanatic would argue that god created the earth and everything in the universe, but there are a few that say "we can not know anything more than what we know" this quote is what a few people choose to follow me for example i like this idea that we know only what we are supposed to know or what we can question or believe but we all shall find out in the end whether were reincarnated or in heaven or hell we all shall know.

Agnostic-Theism

An Agnostic-theist believes that at least one deity or superior design exists, but also acknowledges that said deity or deities is unknown or inherently unknowable.  I won't go into further details but if you truly wish to know more just Google it.

This is my chosen religion anyone who has a problem with it can go fuck yourself. I'm in a pissed off mood today i hope no one takes it to seriously 

Parkour/Freerunning

Its a hobby that i really enjoy doing and it will help me get into shape. Its so fun to just climb this, jump to that, then turn around and look at my friends saying how the hell did you do that. I just can't resist it everywhere i go i see stuff i can do i need to go to raleigh one day and just walk around and find stuff to do
or i could take a ride up to NC state campus.

Ugh I hate being sick.

I completely blame my sister for getting me sick, damn feels like the flu with a side of whooping cough, cold and hot flashes.

Just thought i should post this as creative expression

I just heard about it live the Chile miners in the mine will make it out alive

Get to see their families once again and make it through the times

Seeing that makes me think about my life and all the hard times

Hard times with my moms, hard times with my life, times spent figuring out what to do in life and 

how easily that can be taken away from you or paved away for you

Whatever I decide to do in life I’m going to do it right, rush through any and all the fake; I’m praying and hoping hard that I’ll make it.

Sleep Deprivadation its a Bitch

I'm telling anyone who wants to hear it ; I may not be clinically classified as an insomniac, but by god I feel like one.I Haven't slept well in years and when I do go to sleep it's only for a couple of hours, due to the fact that I lay down to go to sleep at, lets say 12 o' clock laying there for hours before I can go to sleep. It's all madness, Madness I say.